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puppeteer 评论于2009-05-30 19:23:50
How are things going these days? Mis...
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标题:Invitation 字体 [ ]   颜色[绿 ]
分类:心情杂想 创建于:2009-05-31 被查看:89次 评论(0)   文件夹:默认文件夹

I don't know which scenario below makes better sense to you.   I’m just an innocent woman.  I have been seeking Chinese/ American/ world government  protection for countless times during the past few  years.  I grew up believing governments, armies and the intelligence teams are here to protect me.  That's also what you grew up believing too.  Your help and support are highly appreciated.

Scenario I:

1. UN rep invites moi to coffee to address UN security concerns.
2.
I gladly offer my support 
3.
I request the UN to protect my rights to live a normal life, to take legitimate job offers, study and conduct legitimate businesses .  Given the fact that I’m a Chinese citizen and China is a socialist country with most of its major corporations owned by the state, the definition of a legitimate job offer or business deal refers to a project requires no international economic/ political analysis of a destructive nature  from my end.
4.
UN rep coordinates with me during the process, speaks with me about my concerns, ensures my privacy and protects all my legitimate rights.
5.
Everyone is happy and we build friendship and trust as we go along

Scenario II: 
1.I watched a random movie called Single Mother and my sixth sense taught me UN might be seriously concerned about people watch movies called Single Mother. Out of  my strong basic instinct,  I typed “倾城之恋” to hedge my risk of movie watching…
2.
 I don’t have cable and never read news papers. Sometimes I don’t have internet access either. Since I bought a puppy recently and started paper-training her.  I picked up newspapers from a street corner and some disturbing news on North Korea caught my eyes.
3.
I had no idea what was going on over there and the media seemed a little confused too
4.
So I showered and changed,  lighted  up a candle, sang songs and prayed for peace and compassionate love
5.
I sang more songs…  Do you guys really know what is going on?  If you do, would you please help me out here?

All I have been painstakingly working on the past year was my freedom not to be involved in politics.  When I lived a normal life over a year ago, I never paid attention to the world politics nor economy because I didn’t have to.  I had a reputation for being super ignorant on these subjects in the NYC Chinese professional circle. So if everything goes back to the way it was over a year ago, you will be happy to find out I don’t even have the desire to read or think about world politics/ economy. 

I think the next question is do I need to work for money?  Yes I do.  But I only work on peaceful and legitimate projects. Even though I don’t mind taking money for the trouble I went through the past year, I won’t accept money for any international policy/ economic analysis projects of a destructive nature. If you still feel insecure for no reason, although it’s not necessary, you may feel free to provide me with financial aids to make sure I will never feel financially pressured to take any analysis “projects”. J By ensuring my personal freedom and financial freedom, all your  concerns will be resolvedand both of our dreams will come true. We all know a win-win situation between friends is  better than any other combination.  I'm sure you would like to keep your friends and keep peace too.

With  protection and support from China, the US and the rest of the world, I will feel very much protected and loved.  I’m sure I won’t ever feel the need to pay the slightest attention to politics in the future. Honestly, all of you could have benefited from inviting me to meetings to openly address your concerns. To answer your question, I would love to be your friend.  There is no “nuclear material” trafficking which is the international economic/ political analysis coming from my end against any nation nor any interest party from any direction of the world.  I do my cost benefit analysis and know I can not afford the cost of undertaking these projects.  Besides, I'm too kind and good natured for projects of that nature. I might fight for love, but I don't fight over politics.  

I would love to invite all of you to speak with me in person to ensure you I’m not and will not be working on any illegitimate project .  Thank you.

 

 

 

 

 
标题:我不是朝鲜! 字体 [ ]   颜色[绿 ]
分类:心情杂想 创建于:2009-05-30 被查看:50次 评论(0)   文件夹:默认文件夹

I'm here to announce no one offered me any position in economic analysis since I left the US.  I refused to take a position in international economic analysis when I was in the U.S. and the job offer didn't turned out to be real either.  Maybe it was  a friendly set-up meant to bring people together to party ... I guess my so called talents are over-rated at the least.   If anyone would like to employ me to NOT work on international economic analysis, I have already accepted the offer a long time ago.  As I have announced repeatedly in the past,  I'm very happy to stay as far away from that subject as I can and I'm NOT responsible for the action of other nations and parties while they never seek my opinion to conduct any missile test. At this stage of the game, why would anyone with a real name and real job care to openly contact me on these questionable projects?   This is more than enough to prove the whole phantom project  is simply another "friendly set-up"...  So relax. You have a heart too , can  you understand it hurts my feelings to notice the slightest doubt on my kindness and good WILL after I have gone through so much to put in good words to help mankind?

Simply from my part,  I have NO desire and I'm not stupid enough to intentionally work any project that will bring  innocent people problems in order to self-destruct my own life.    Therefore, there is no need for any party to be slightly concerned about that NON-existing desire/ motive from my end.  I don't need to be extremely stupid, overly violent and heartlessly resentful of innocent people and friendly nations which have been kind and encouraging to me in the past, when I can be sweet, intelligent and enjoying the friendship and love from them all.  I'm sure from your point of view, you don't wish to turn your friends into your enemies when you can benefit from the friendship too.  Isn't friendship and love the essence of peace after all?

For countless times, I have been putting in good words to save the innocent and to build friendship between nations.  I hope my peaceful efforts in the past will be recognized and appreciated if not rewarded.  It's up to the law enforcement agencies to make sure my privacy is absolutely respected and my basic human rights to live my normal life are protected and my dream to pursue my career is respected when and if I'm unable to undertake any "consulting projects" .  Please also not associate me with any nations/ parties or impose Feifeish upon my daily life because it saddens me to speak that language. Deep in my heart, I believe in the world governments because they are here to protect and serve citizens of the world like me.  I hope the world governments will protect my rights NOT to get involved in politics and my rights to live a normal life.  I believe peace comes from love and understanding. So please understand my non-involvement in politics and my compassionate love for the innocent. 

It’s very hard to love someone you don’t know.  But if you don’t like their people, try to understand their culture. At least, try to love humanity.  For years, I have been advocating peace, human rights and compassion. By the human laws, we exercise fair trials where individuals are innocent until proven guilty.  In the human hearts, we share compassionate love for every one and each nation. Peace and human rights are shared responsibilities which we call laws when compassionate love is a gift from the heaven and earth, the North and South, the East and the West, and most importantly, from each and every one of you.  I praise the heaven and earth, the two hundred nations, and the universe on a daily basis many times a day. J When I watched a movie called Single Mother in the privacy of my own home,  I even typed “倾城之恋” in an open desktop document to generate a “ line” that reads “ Single mother… in love…”  so that the title of a random movie was not offensive to any interest party.  As difficult as it sounds, I would like to invite you to join the effort that nurtures compassionate love. If you are from the East, please read about the culture and real people from the West.  If you are from the West, you might be fascinated by adventures of the South. If you are from the North of the Sun and South of Orion, why not help me to study painting or design and attend my galactic art show one day? Isn't a win-win situation between friends better than any other combinations? Wherever you come from, an open communication helps.

(The following is not Feifeish.)

I have never been informed of or been included in any of your high level top-secret meeting to understand what is going on. I don't even have access to Internet or to non-Chinese websites from time to time.  I'm also not sensitive about politics.  So I apologize if there is any misunderstanding  in the past.   Coincidentally,  I might  have openly discussed common social issues for a couple of times without understanding the deep meanings of these issues.   Please understand all my intentions are friendly, peaceful and  meant to benefit man kind .  Love brings couples together.  With love, they raise children.  From generations to generations, people fall in love, people form families, and children become parents. You are all born with love and raised in love and compassion.  Please do love yourself because you are unique and special.  The others also love you because you contribute your uniqueness and bring with you lots of love to the world. Together, we create a race called humanity.  Then humans unite worlds to nurture creative minds and compassionate souls.  For the sake of yourself, your children and your children’s children, do genuinely love others, love their children and their children’s children, because they also wish to show respect to you, care about your children and adore your children’s children.  It’s up to each and every one of us to resolve misunderstandings and to promote peace and compassionate love in the world we call home. 

The best way to resolve misunderstandings is by open communications and cultural exchange. I will be happy to share my cultural experience with any party willing to open their minds and hearts to embrace kindness and compassion. Hopefully it will help you to feel the love that connects families and perfect strangers, and to understand why many people love to love and do not have the heart to hurt others. Since I’m not a political leader supported by analysts and intelligence officers, I don’t know what you are talking about sometimes. The best way to reach me is to write me in non-Feifeish at you know where.  Wherever you come from, I would be happy to speak non-Feifeish with you in person and to share with you the wonder of kindness and compassion.  This is an academic question for anyone it may concern, when you have the means to love and take care of the people, why do you need to seize more power?  When you have unlimited power, you will end up taking care of the people too. So why drive in circles?    Thank you.                                                     

 

 

 

 
标题:Restrain Orders 字体 [ ]   颜色[绿 ]
分类:其它 创建于:2009-05-07 被查看:132次 评论(0)   文件夹:默认文件夹

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Restrain Order I: I'm NOT to be associated with my old/new TV/Internet IDs.

俺不代表任何党派国家. 俺和以前的网名半年前早已经完全没有关系、俺的网名早已有朋友认领俺没能力代表他们.  万一俺头脑发晕发表些愚见不得以远走高飞到东西南北,不应该牵连到人家。他们比俺成功成材的多, 遇事也自然不用与俺商量。所以俺永远只能代表俺个人,不能代表除俺以外任何人。俺感谢他们光耀俺的新旧ID,也希望祝福他们会善良的发扬光大俺当年的ID造福百姓...  

俺对政知不参与不敏感不知情谢谢欧美各国尊重俺不参与政治的基本人权与各人隐私.谢谢大家不以跟踪一政党的心态追踪俺的芳踪. 谢谢大家不在俺没有informed consent ,未经正式确认的情况下, 误导大家把俺桃代李僵做俺新旧ID代指的, 与俺无关的政治势力俺对权力没有任何兴趣,当年是为了爱情争取。现在不会为政治斗争. 俺身边又没军队护卫,连个畅谈政治的朋友都没有. 怎么可能代表任何政党? 谢谢大家理解.

 Restrain Order II: My daily life should not be associated with politics.

俺过日子不讲非言非语。喝水吃饭穿红带绿都非言非语,没有
政治倾向。谢谢欧美各国不要把俺日常生活的言论书信与非言非语的政治联系起来。谢谢你们不会善意无意间接的导致俺失去信口开河,胡说八道的言论自由。很尊重你们呢。献上.

对于其他政治势力, 俺又惹不起你们。  不与你们为敌,希望大家都是朋友。献上.

 


 
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