I don't know which scenario below makes better sense to you.   I’m just an innocent woman.  I have been seeking Chinese/ American/ world government  protection for countless times during the past few  years.  I grew up believing governments, armies and the intelligence teams are here to protect me.  That's also what you grew up believing too.  Your help and support are highly appreciated.

Scenario I:

1. UN rep invites moi to coffee to address UN security concerns.
2. I gladly offer my support 
3. I request the UN to protect my rights to live a normal life, to take legitimate job offers, study and conduct legitimate businesses .  Given the fact that I’m a Chinese citizen and China is a socialist country with most of its major corporations owned by the state, the definition of a legitimate job offer or business deal refers to a project requires no international economic/ political analysis of a destructive nature  from my end.
4. UN rep coordinates with me during the process, speaks with me about my concerns, ensures my privacy and protects all my legitimate rights.
5.Everyone is happy and we build friendship and trust as we go along

Scenario II: 
1.I watched a random movie called Single Mother and my sixth sense taught me UN might be seriously concerned about people watch movies called Single Mother. Out of  my strong basic instinct,  I typed “倾城之恋” to hedge my risk of movie watching…
2.  I don’t have cable and never read news papers. Sometimes I don’t have internet access either. Since I bought a puppy recently and started paper-training her.  I picked up newspapers from a street corner and some disturbing news on North Korea caught my eyes.
3. I had no idea what was going on over there and the media seemed a little confused too
4. So I showered and changed,  lighted  up a candle, sang songs and prayed for peace and compassionate love
5. I sang more songs…  Do you guys really know what is going on?  If you do, would you please help me out here?

All I have been painstakingly working on the past year was my freedom not to be involved in politics.  When I lived a normal life over a year ago, I never paid attention to the world politics nor economy because I didn’t have to.  I had a reputation for being super ignorant on these subjects in the NYC Chinese professional circle. So if everything goes back to the way it was over a year ago, you will be happy to find out I don’t even have the desire to read or think about world politics/ economy. 

I think the next question is do I need to work for money?  Yes I do.  But I only work on peaceful and legitimate projects. Even though I don’t mind taking money for the trouble I went through the past year, I won’t accept money for any international policy/ economic analysis projects of a destructive nature. If you still feel insecure for no reason, although it’s not necessary, you may feel free to provide me with financial aids to make sure I will never feel financially pressured to take any analysis “projects”. J By ensuring my personal freedom and financial freedom, all your  concerns will be resolved，and both of our dreams will come true. We all know a win-win situation between friends is  better than any other combination.  I'm sure you would like to keep your friends and keep peace too.

With  protection and support from China, the US and the rest of the world, I will feel very much protected and loved.  I’m sure I won’t ever feel the need to pay the slightest attention to politics in the future. Honestly, all of you could have benefited from inviting me to meetings to openly address your concerns. To answer your question, I would love to be your friend.  There is no “nuclear material” trafficking which is the international economic/ political analysis coming from my end against any nation nor any interest party from any direction of the world.  I do my cost benefit analysis and know I can not afford the cost of undertaking these projects.  Besides, I'm too kind and good natured for projects of that nature. I might fight for love, but I don't fight over politics.  

I would love to invite all of you to speak with me in person to ensure you I’m not and will not be working on any illegitimate project .  Thank you.