Dear Mr. President,

I have lots of respect for you all along.  I need your help and trust on this issue.   Please provide me with a list of actions I should take to prove to you I'm innocent of whatever offense nations might have in mind. And I will be happy to comply.

Friends misunderstand each other all the times.  Please understand there is no hard feelings and we are still friends. When one is judged guilty until proven innocent, it's confusing what steps to take to avoid misunderstandings.  Here are my suggestions:

1.I'm requesting a US representative to meet my family and me in person in real life to explain your concerns to me. Please understand this is a very important step for me to understand where you are coming from.

2. I'm requesting security officers from the US and UN to live with our family and me for the next couple of months effective right now to witness and bless our peaceful life.

3.I'm happy to provide you with access to  my phone records and emails as well as to my parents' phone records and emails. I would encourage you to track any questionable phone call or email to protect my rights not to get involved in politics and to protect my parents' rights to conduct legitimate businesses.

4.With your invitation, I would like to visit the US Embassy in Beijing to provide you with further evidence and support.

5. It will be nice to visit you and your staff in person to show my friendship and respect.

6. I pledge solemnly that I have no intention and no desire to engage in any international econ analysis of an unpeaceful nature.  I wouldn't accept any funding for any project of this nature, and I don't require any funding from any nation as a condition to refuse any project of this nature.

I have a reputation for being honest and fair.  Your trust and support are highly appreciated.


FF

请问警察叔叔追查俺电话电脑可有线索? 俺为了尊重他人隐私从不窃听亲友电话.更不过问亲友的隐私与生意.这两天因为特别敏感无意间发现有一个电话里有人可能对我家人讲非言非语.当然人家很有可能只是一般电话.不过俺还是要求警方调查!

现在风声这么紧,即便有些有姓有名有地址工作单位的人打非言非语电话来相信应该都是倡导和平繁荣的。 万一是反和平什么的，反倒证明是个setup呢。目的是让你现在疑神疑鬼。他真的反和平，现在风头上怎么不赶紧避避风头?  要打电话也应该用公用电话什么的安全。怎么反而敢用自己明显的固定电话手机明目张胆联络我？为什么不怕你们找碴？说明他不是真的反和平, 也不怕你顺藤摸瓜去查. 往坏里想是, 人家只是布个局跟大家开玩笑。 往好里想, 人家根本讲的就不是非言非语，没有任何政治性。俺太疑神疑鬼了。真是冤枉好人。我相信你的聪明智慧。

我的朋友亲人都不讲非言非语,我父母70岁了,我讲我们的事给他们,他们都认为我精神他们的日常言行电话都没有任何非言非语,更没有政治性.别人打给他们的电话我更不能负责了。你对别人打给你的电话言辞负责吗? 你对你亲友的言行负责吗? 不管怎样,你打非言非语电话给我父母,他们是听不懂的.顺着你误打误撞这句撞对了，下句又没撞上。 你跟他们一次讲个百十句，多聊几次就明白了。 请多多包涵.

请问你可曾经怀疑我和高丽国(North & South Korea) 的事有什么关系? 我是否出卖”技术”给他们? 我没有同意出卖任何破坏性”技术”给过任何势力. 我不对高丽国的行为负责，他们的事也不争取我的意见。你和他们的恩怨情绪请绝对不要牵连到我头上。这对我不公平。事后你好好分析一下就知道从我的出发点完全没有任何可能参与. 至于高丽是否想与我套”亲近”那要问高丽.我当年不是美国公主现在更不是高丽公主. 似曾相识的论点,对吧?  人说吃一亏长一智. 当年你有一劫是因为你国泰民安时, 意气风发,可能没有总是冷静. 我相信你的智慧，相信历史不会重复自己.

我现在能躲是非还来不及, 怎么会往上凑, 更是不敢得罪你这样的贵人。人与时俱进。现在你这样的贵人大家拉拢还来不及。俺树敌很多，现在应该是拉拢你攀交情才合情理吧？俺越想赚钱，越应该跟你攀交情吧？俺要是想参与政经，花点心思毛遂自荐帮你引进一两个让你国富民强的项目，帮你做让你富强的”科研”,多少钱都能赚到。本来大家就是朋友.你好我好大家好。哪个也不得罪。这么皆大欢喜凭本事赚的钱我都因为不想参与政治没有去想法赚，你认为我有可能为了破坏自己名誉，妨碍自己生活，会涉险去赚得罪人的钱吗？要做也是避过UN问罪的风头呀.想赚钱，俺最起码要安全合法。 记得你现在还在未经许可使用涉及俺隐私的非言非语？非言非语是俺版权。俺多次宣布是令俺暗然心伤的语言。出于义气友情，这么合理合法和平的几百万赔偿俺都没意愿开口。不想对你不友好。 不和平合法无理取闹的钱俺可能做为交换俺友谊的前题条件开口吗？万一苯得偏要赚得罪你的钱更得趁你被的时候，自卫能力差的时候才有可能控制你。总不会柿子捡硬的捏，当年你弱势时不来敲诈你,专等你风光的时候，能自卫的时候才来吧。当年你弱势时俺可是同情关照你的. 按常理现在俺是应该拉拢你邀功讨赏的时候. 不挑衅你的好处远比挑衅你要多多少倍.现在俺有可能偏要不自量力， 风头上挑衅你与你的盟友吗？如果你有俺挑衅敲诈你的任何印象，逻辑矛盾本身说明这是一个圈套或者最起吗是误会。One is innocent until proven guilty.我爱好和平,积极要求与你沟通.并没有也不会更没有可能做任何破坏和平的科研， 更不曾以此要求你什么的。 俺因为担心有误会，随后不是立即跟贴避谣？ 再声明一遍，俺不会参与任何不和平的科研。 该承诺不须要任何政府付款给我为条件。

我们中国人说滴水之恩，当涌泉相报。在你们美国最困难的时候，我磨破了嘴皮帮你救人，帮你说好话，让你不做无谓的牺牲。当年你困难时谁还能这么同情爱护你？你能共患难，可能共甘甜？你可记得你当年承诺要帮我伸张我的personal freedom ,my basic human rights defined by the American constitution, and financial freedom ,the right to make legitimate money from any source for legitimate reasons.  (以前若没定义清楚不好意思。)你可能帮助我得到属于我的与世无争,远离政治? 如今你一走运, 第一件事却是把帮助爱护你的朋友当成被告去审判. 我很伤感.  美国文化里,我曾经很感动的一句口头谈是, “we don’t leave our men behind”。 

需要交流沟通,你怎么也不约我面谈？即便需要审判我，也需要原告被告律师确凿证据都在场公平审判，给人以one is innocent until proven guilty 的起码尊重呢。这样隔着多少座山回音噪音的唱歌,一天对一句,每句话每件事都可能被曲解误解呢.俺声明过无数次，俺不是朝鲜。这样用朝鲜的名称侵犯俺的身份权，影响俺名誉又合理守法吗？   俺离开美国后确实没有做过, 更没有意原进行任何破坏性质的经济分析。 你可希望与俺面对面会面建立长期可信赖的沟通渠道？俺也在努力与其它国家建立这种渠道。俺不需要通过这种渠道参政。俺只是需要通过这个渠道保证俺不参政的权利与获取大家的保护. 保护无辜妇女是一个政府的基本责任与义务呢。

从我的角度，我爱好和平,积极要求与你沟通. 好好的呆在家里确实没有任何能力去做什么中美“民间使节”。希望不要因此把我当成政客。所谓的中美”民间使者”也只是一个中文中习惯性的客套话. 好比中文中人人都是哥哥姐姐妹妹叔叔阿姨什么的. 不是真的. 不要误会了. 中国应该不是这个意思. 即便真有这层意思, 说的也不可能是我.中文精妙婉约. 你不妨去推敲一下原文, 未必指我. 再说为了确保效率安全保密沟通无碍,即便是明里的人选, 反而应该是虚的, 暗里的人选才可能是实. 这是最基本的策略兵法. 或许你没有读过孙子,不懂得什么叫做’奇正’呢. 你也知道俺的旧ID 名号半年前早被别人认领了,谁都可能用呢. 你想想,这么重要的项目,按我们的文化, 怎么可能不让一个同心同德的亲信做? 反而会让一个是非无数的外人做? 这么重要的项目,要做又怎么不给任何指示,配备保卫,分析人员,人力与物力后盾? 逻辑上悖论与不成立. 我确实没有实力能力去做什么“民间使节”。我对所有政治势力都是友好的.

无论你来自东西南北, 祝福你们真正得到和平昌盛.

有人说俺在家搞破坏和平科研。为了协助你破案工作，俺决定把俺的PC，日记，电话等等都提供给警方作为可以追查罪犯的线索。请告知俺到哪里上缴。俺已经两三天上不了网，网络连接却显示正常。在费城时也经常这样。想必这也是UN担心的一个原因了。 昨天重启PC时出现黑屏。高手们顺便也帮忙修一修。欢迎大家与俺面谈笔录， 俺200%心花怒放，积极配合。

这世上没人会笨到往刀口上凑, 风头上去对抗联合国搞什么特殊项目. 更不会笨到没听说过纸笔 internet cafe，做IT学过网络的居然在用自己姓名注册, 全世界都关注的电脑上公开进行什么违法”科研”项目给自己找麻烦.  这么多人工的”自然”巧合把俺智商降低成50-60分了. 基于俺智商稍微高些， 悖论就等于错案呢。 俺树敌太多，能多个朋友不愿多个敌人。怎么会笨到放着能帮助俺的朋友与国际社会不去结交？能在朋友们的爱护下，放着你好我好和气生财合理合法正当工作的钱不去赚，总不会笨到为了能够破坏自己名誉，妨碍自己生活，坚持把朋友贵人变成敌人，去挣得罪人的钱。 我要是真笨到老年痴呆的程度，UN也不用耽心我的“科研”成果了。肯定漏洞百出不堪一击。谢谢你们帮忙破案。更请大家看破这个局。

Speaking of compensation or financial aids,  I was very clear in the past that it was unnecessary. I'm intelligent enough to know I don't have any military power to bargain for this kind of illegitimate money. So there is no need to lower my IQ score any more. Most importantly, it's against my values to make a demand of this nature as a condition for my corporation with the UN .  It was simply a spontaneous comment border-lining a joke I made to ease the tension because you guys started expressing concerns of me selling "technology" for money. It was clearly not a condition from me before I commit to the peaceful codes that I have been honoring all along. For most of the American working professionals, it only takes a couple of millions to pay the most basic bills. The question is why you responded so nervously? 

I'm announcing to the world, since I left NYC, there has never been any international economic/political project of a destructive nature on my end. I also have no intention to engage in any of the project in the future. The commitment is  out of the kindness of my heart. The financial aid from any nation or party is not an added condition to the commitment. I love peace and humanity.  It's not my nature to hurt anyone in anyway.  That anyone includes people who might have hurt me in the past. Doctors follow the code of "doing no harm". I came from a doctor's family and I don't wish to do harm to anyone. In our family we love both people and animals because they are beautiful lives. I'm apolitical. I have always been and will continue to be a good friend to nations in the world. That's why I have been making so many efforts to clear misunderstandings in the past. I'm inviting you to make efforts to meet up with me to build trust and understanding...

I don't know which scenario below makes better sense to you.   I’m just an innocent woman.  I have been seeking Chinese/ American/ world government  protection for countless times during the past few  years.  I grew up believing governments, armies and the intelligence teams are here to protect me.  That's also what you grew up believing too.  Your help and support are highly appreciated.

Scenario I:

1. UN rep invites moi to coffee to address UN security concerns.
2. I gladly offer my support 
3. I request the UN to protect my rights to live a normal life, to take legitimate job offers, study and conduct legitimate businesses .  Given the fact that I’m a Chinese citizen and China is a socialist country with most of its major corporations owned by the state, the definition of a legitimate job offer or business deal refers to a project requires no international economic/ political analysis of a destructive nature  from my end.
4. UN rep coordinates with me during the process, speaks with me about my concerns, ensures my privacy and protects all my legitimate rights.
5.Everyone is happy and we build friendship and trust as we go along

Scenario II: 
1.I watched a random movie called Single Mother and my sixth sense taught me UN might be seriously concerned about people watch movies called Single Mother. Out of  my strong basic instinct,  I typed “倾城之恋” to hedge my risk of movie watching…
2.  I don’t have cable and never read news papers. Sometimes I don’t have internet access either. Since I bought a puppy recently and started paper-training her.  I picked up newspapers from a street corner and some disturbing news on North Korea caught my eyes.
3. I had no idea what was going on over there and the media seemed a little confused too
4. So I showered and changed,  lighted  up a candle, sang songs and prayed for peace and compassionate love
5. I sang more songs…  Do you guys really know what is going on?  If you do, would you please help me out here?

All I have been painstakingly working on the past year was my freedom not to be involved in politics.  When I lived a normal life over a year ago, I never paid attention to the world politics nor economy because I didn’t have to.  I had a reputation for being super ignorant on these subjects in the NYC Chinese professional circle. So if everything goes back to the way it was over a year ago, you will be happy to find out I don’t even have the desire to read or think about world politics/ economy. 

I think the next question is do I need to work for money?  Yes I do.  But I only work on peaceful and legitimate projects. Even though I don’t mind taking money for the trouble I went through the past year, I won’t accept money for any international policy/ economic analysis projects of a destructive nature. If you still feel insecure for no reason, although it’s not necessary, you may feel free to provide me with financial aids to make sure I will never feel financially pressured to take any analysis “projects”. J By ensuring my personal freedom and financial freedom, all your  concerns will be resolved，and both of our dreams will come true. We all know a win-win situation between friends is  better than any other combination.  I'm sure you would like to keep your friends and keep peace too.

With  protection and support from China, the US and the rest of the world, I will feel very much protected and loved.  I’m sure I won’t ever feel the need to pay the slightest attention to politics in the future. Honestly, all of you could have benefited from inviting me to meetings to openly address your concerns. To answer your question, I would love to be your friend.  There is no “nuclear material” trafficking which is the international economic/ political analysis coming from my end against any nation nor any interest party from any direction of the world.  I do my cost benefit analysis and know I can not afford the cost of undertaking these projects.  Besides, I'm too kind and good natured for projects of that nature. I might fight for love, but I don't fight over politics.  

I would love to invite all of you to speak with me in person to ensure you I’m not and will not be working on any illegitimate project .  Thank you.

I'm here to announce no one offered me any position in economic analysis since I left the US.  I refused to take a position in international economic analysis when I was in the U.S. and the job offer didn't turned out to be real either.  Maybe it was  a friendly set-up meant to bring people together to party ... I guess my so called talents are over-rated at the least.   If anyone would like to employ me to NOT work on international economic analysis, I have already accepted the offer a long time ago.  As I have announced repeatedly in the past,  I'm very happy to stay as far away from that subject as I can and I'm NOT responsible for the action of other nations and parties while they never seek my opinion to conduct any missile test. At this stage of the game, why would anyone with a real name and real job care to openly contact me on these questionable projects?   This is more than enough to prove the whole phantom project  is simply another "friendly set-up"...  So relax. You have a heart too , can  you understand it hurts my feelings to notice the slightest doubt on my kindness and good WILL after I have gone through so much to put in good words to help mankind?

Simply from my part,  I have NO desire and I'm not stupid enough to intentionally work any project that will bring  innocent people problems in order to self-destruct my own life.    Therefore, there is no need for any party to be slightly concerned about that NON-existing desire/ motive from my end.  I don't need to be extremely stupid, overly violent and heartlessly resentful of innocent people and friendly nations which have been kind and encouraging to me in the past, when I can be sweet, intelligent and enjoying the friendship and love from them all.  I'm sure from your point of view, you don't wish to turn your friends into your enemies when you can benefit from the friendship too.  Isn't friendship and love the essence of peace after all?

For countless times, I have been putting in good words to save the innocent and to build friendship between nations.  I hope my peaceful efforts in the past will be recognized and appreciated if not rewarded.  It's up to the law enforcement agencies to make sure my privacy is absolutely respected and my basic human rights to live my normal life are protected and my dream to pursue my career is respected when and if I'm unable to undertake any "consulting projects" .  Please also not associate me with any nations/ parties or impose Feifeish upon my daily life because it saddens me to speak that language. Deep in my heart, I believe in the world governments because they are here to protect and serve citizens of the world like me.  I hope the world governments will protect my rights NOT to get involved in politics and my rights to live a normal life.  I believe peace comes from love and understanding. So please understand my non-involvement in politics and my compassionate love for the innocent. 

It’s very hard to love someone you don’t know.  But if you don’t like their people, try to understand their culture. At least, try to love humanity.  For years, I have been advocating peace, human rights and compassion. By the human laws, we exercise fair trials where individuals are innocent until proven guilty.  In the human hearts, we share compassionate love for every one and each nation. Peace and human rights are shared responsibilities which we call laws when compassionate love is a gift from the heaven and earth, the North and South, the East and the West, and most importantly, from each and every one of you.  I praise the heaven and earth, the two hundred nations, and the universe on a daily basis many times a day. J When I watched a movie called Single Mother in the privacy of my own home,  I even typed “倾城之恋” in an open desktop document to generate a “ line” that reads “ Single mother… in love…”  so that the title of a random movie was not offensive to any interest party.  As difficult as it sounds, I would like to invite you to join the effort that nurtures compassionate love. If you are from the East, please read about the culture and real people from the West.  If you are from the West, you might be fascinated by adventures of the South. If you are from the North of the Sun and South of Orion, why not help me to study painting or design and attend my galactic art show one day? Isn't a win-win situation between friends better than any other combinations? Wherever you come from, an open communication helps.

(The following is not Feifeish.)

I have never been informed of or been included in any of your high level top-secret meeting to understand what is going on. I don't even have access to Internet or to non-Chinese websites from time to time.  I'm also not sensitive about politics.  So I apologize if there is any misunderstanding  in the past.   Coincidentally,  I might  have openly discussed common social issues for a couple of times without understanding the deep meanings of these issues.   Please understand all my intentions are friendly, peaceful and  meant to benefit man kind .  Love brings couples together.  With love, they raise children.  From generations to generations, people fall in love, people form families, and children become parents. You are all born with love and raised in love and compassion.  Please do love yourself because you are unique and special.  The others also love you because you contribute your uniqueness and bring with you lots of love to the world. Together, we create a race called humanity.  Then humans unite worlds to nurture creative minds and compassionate souls.  For the sake of yourself, your children and your children’s children, do genuinely love others, love their children and their children’s children, because they also wish to show respect to you, care about your children and adore your children’s children.  It’s up to each and every one of us to resolve misunderstandings and to promote peace and compassionate love in the world we call home. 

The best way to resolve misunderstandings is by open communications and cultural exchange. I will be happy to share my cultural experience with any party willing to open their minds and hearts to embrace kindness and compassion. Hopefully it will help you to feel the love that connects families and perfect strangers, and to understand why many people love to love and do not have the heart to hurt others. Since I’m not a political leader supported by analysts and intelligence officers, I don’t know what you are talking about sometimes. The best way to reach me is to write me in non-Feifeish at you know where.  Wherever you come from, I would be happy to speak non-Feifeish with you in person and to share with you the wonder of kindness and compassion.  This is an academic question for anyone it may concern, when you have the means to love and take care of the people, why do you need to seize more power?  When you have unlimited power, you will end up taking care of the people too. So why drive in circles?    Thank you.                                                     

                    声明

Restrain Order I: I'm NOT to be associated with my old/new TV/Internet IDs.

俺不代表任何党派国家. 俺和以前的网名半年前早已经完全没有关系、俺的网名早已有朋友认领.  俺没能力代表他们.  万一俺头脑发晕发表些愚见不得以远走高飞到东西南北，不应该牵连到人家。他们比俺成功成材的多， 遇事也自然不用与俺商量。所以俺永远只能代表俺个人，不能代表除俺以外任何人。俺感谢他们光耀俺的新旧ID，也希望祝福他们会善良的发扬光大俺当年的ID，造福百姓...  

俺对政知不参与不敏感不知情.  谢谢欧美各国尊重俺不参与政治的基本人权与各人隐私.谢谢大家不以跟踪一政党的心态追踪俺的芳踪. 也谢谢大家不在俺没有informed consent ,未经正式确认的情况下, 误导大家把俺桃代李僵做俺新旧ID代指的, 与俺无关的政治势力。俺对权力没有任何兴趣，当年是为了爱情争取。现在不会为政治斗争. 俺身边又没军队护卫，连个畅谈政治的朋友都没有. 怎么可能代表任何政党? 谢谢大家理解.

 Restrain Order II: My daily life should not be associated with politics.

俺过日子不讲非言非语。喝水吃饭穿红带绿都非非言非语，没有政治倾向。谢谢欧美各国不要把俺日常生活的言论书信与非言非语的政治联系起来。谢谢你们不会善意无意间接的导致俺失去信口开河，胡说八道的言论自由。俺也很尊重你们呢。献上.

对于其他政治势力， 俺又惹不起你们。  不与你们为敌，希望大家都是朋友。也献上.